THE GREAT FAILURE

• I am explaining here why I didn't make it to those senates (old IITs) in the first attempt.

  
  

  After getting science stream, I came 3 months late in FIITJEE where all the syllabus of IIT JEE was devided in 5 phases.And I was never able to complete my syllabus up to other students level. When I was in phase 1, others were in phase 2, when i came to phase 2 others were in phase 3. Other guys always got the advantages of that, an I was never able to compete with them in school as well as in FIITJEE AIITS.
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  After some struggle during the reshuffling test. I have leveled my syllabus and came to phase 4. To do that, I completed phase 3 side by side phase 4, but both of them were not completed upto the mark level. I had been selected in the topmost batch of FIITJEE EAST DELHI, in the reshuffling test results. But after watching the students of that topmost batch i got heavenly depressed as I was nowhere as compared to their level.
• I am not blaming just for that 3 months delay as my batch was delayed for 2 month, so we became D01 from C01 in phase 1 and after that we were again delayed by 1 month and now we had to give phase test 2 with E01 batch. I still have papers of phase test on which it is written D01 and E01. Hence i was very much lagging behind than all other students of other batches. Due to these delays, I remembered completion of whole syllabus in FIITJEE in a hustle and bustle. In not more than one one month time each  phase was completed. Due to these reasons my phase I, II, III, and IV were completed in a manner which was not sufficient for a competitive exam like IIT JEE.
• The only completed phase was phase V
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• IN SCHOOL

• In the class XI, 11 chapters of mathematics were completed in less than one month time period. Teaching of chemistry was never correct and quality was never up to even CBSE level and physics sir's weird examples exploits the concepts.
• In class XII the conditions were no better for me physics and chemistry teachers were the same but for maths, a new teacher used to do so easy questions on the board that there was no need to touch the pen to solve those questions, and if i do FIITJEE packages in his class he said "iitjee fiitjee se kuch nahi hota jo main kara raha hu us pe dhyan do.
• Now up to Oct - Nov 2015 we were completed in FIITJEE as well as school. And now came the preboards which i considered nothing more than bullshits, now my parents denied me to touch packages of FIITJEE, they said that after boards you will touch them as boards are most important for them. But I was never interested in CBSE and NCERTs and what i wanted was nothing less than an old IIT. Hence the inner efforts for boards not came from my side. Here was my own mistake therefore i got only 90.6 % in CBSE class XII boards.
• After completion of school I not attended even the farewell as IIT was what I wanted at any cost and after boards without wasting a day i worked in full fledged manner from 18 march to 23 may and my average hours of study was around 16 hours to 18 hours. Believe it or not.

  
  

  And for that I was not interested any where else IP, BITS, NIT, VIT, HBTI (UPTU), or anything else as IIT was all what I wanted.

  
  

  But LUCK was not on mu side and today I am left with nothing but a failure stamp.
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